Bad Luck Day!!!

Here we go!!!

Well tomorrow is my bad luck day. But with everything going on, I wonder if it will be bad luck if I don't survive it. I'm not thinking it will.

July 9th. This day was orginally significant to me because this was my parents wedding anniversary. Tomorrow they would have been married for forty years, easily remembered as I was a prom night accident. My parents married in July and I was born the following January. Now back then this day wasn't really that bad for me. But my father died when I was 19, and since then the day isn't that lucky for me. I have been in two major car accidents on this date, totalling cars and creating those type of injuries that manage to stay around for a long time. What does that mean? My spine may never be straight again, some joints still moan and groan at different times. I have gotten tickets on this date at least once, but I think twice. Damn Nazis!!!! This date is also the date that my divorce for my one and only marriage was finalized. Actually, I feel quite confident in saying that the date on my head stone will read July 9. What year? Can't say yet, but with everything going on right now, tomorrow would not be that bad for me. I am so tired of this crap anyway.

What is also a possiblity, and this may lead to the head stone, is that something even worse could happen, and I will be expected to survive it. This is where you should be hearing wicked laughter, something like the late Vincent Price would do. Ahh well, I guess we'll wait and see. Just for shits and giggles though, I bought a lottery ticket for tomorrow night at lunch today. Isn't that funny? And with a few simple numbers this could just easily become the luckiest day of my life.

Yeah, right.

I do hope that all of you have a very blessed day and that only happy and wonderful things come your way!!

Blessed be!!

Happy July 4th to Everyone!!!

Here's some fireworks for ya!!!

I don't have a lot to write right now. I'm in the middle of some nasty stuff. My now ex-boyfriend Charles Alex Russell, went and found himself a new girlfriend. A nasty bit of work known as Dana. Now I don't have any money, but I have to find a place to live. She and he think it is funny and I have been enduring a great amount of cruelty from the two of them.

The really amazing thing to me is how stupid she is. I mean all she has to do is open her eyes and see how he treats the people and things that he loves so much. For instance, in a pen that is right up next to the house, he has a lab, dog. His name is Cotton, he is all white. This dog is in pen where the grass is all grown up to the point that you can hardly see the dog. He won't clean out this pen, he won't cut the grass down, he won't even clean out the water bucket for the dog. But she thinks this guy is going to treat her better.

And then there is the house itself. Now I don't know about you folks, but if my parents gave me a house, I would fix it up, clean it up and make it very comfortable for myself. All she has to do is walk thru, and I know that she has been in there, to see what needs to be done, and what could have been done by now. He has lived there for three years now.

Yes, but love is blind. Maybe, but it must be incapable of smell also, because Alex works in a land field and only showers once a week. He does no house cleaning, he doesn't pay his own bills either. He can't have a cell phone in his name because he owes every cell phone company there is money. He even had a pay as you go plan at one time that was only thirty dollars a month and would not pay that. He goes around creating debt, but not taking any responsibility for it later. Leaves it the loves of his life. His girlfriend before me, MI can attest to that also. I know now that he did do and tried to do that to her also, but she took him to court and now he has to pay two hundred dollars a month to Dorchester county or she can take his boat away. Yes, Alex does very well for himself, not by hisself, usually thru the efforts and work of the women he is involved with. But I did not do to her what Darling Dana is doing to me. Ahh, but Dana is going to get what is coming to her. I know for a fact that all Alex sees in her is $$$$ Dollar signs. How you ask, the only thing he has said about Dana is that she has two jobs!! Sound like true love to you?

But Darling Dana is enjoying her little cruelties also. All of the sudden, she is best friends with Alex's Mother Sara and Alex's sister-in-law, Tammy, both of which live right next door to us. So she just loves coming over, parking in our driveway and spending time with her best friends. The idiot doesn't realize how Alex is already using her. Alex, who is a severe alcoholic, & is partially afraid of getting a DUI, not really enough to keep from driving around with a little buzz and an open container, so he has Darling Dana come and get him. I wonder if he gives her gas money? Probably does right now, got to seem to be the great guy he is lying thru his teeth to get her to believe he is right now. Enjoy it while it last Darling Dana, cause it doesn't last long. If you want a real idea of what he is like, say something to him about his drinking in front of other people and see what happens.

The sad part is that this only proves how little loyalty there is in this world. Men have no loyalty to the women they get involved with, and women have no loyalty to other women. I would never do these things to another women, for what goes around comes around and I would not want this coming back on me. When are we going to stop doing these things to other people? And how much longer are we women going to allow men to get away with crap like this?!!!

IN the meantime, I'm practically homeless and have to spend all my time packing and looking for another place to live. Congratulations, Darling Dana on contributing to the homeless population!! And don't worry about the Karma, I'm sure that what he is doing to me right now, he will never do to you!!

ROFL!!!

Happy Fourth Everyone, and please say a little prayer for a happy independence for me.

Blessed be!!